Spoiled.

Gusto kong mag-field trip!
Gusto kong makasama ka.

Gusto kong umangat!
Gusto kong pumirmi.

Gusto kong sumigaw!
Gusto kong makausap ka.

Gusto kong umiyak!
Gusto ko ng yakap mo.

Gusto ko makita yung giraffe!
Gusto kong maalala.

Gusto ko si Croco Martin!
Gusto kong walang isipin.

Gusto ko lumayas!
Gusto kong marinig sarili ko.

Gusto ko tumalon ng mataas!
Gusto kong mahilo.

Gusto ko na matulog!
Gusto kong matahimik na kalooban ko.

Gusto ko na to matapos!
Gusto kong umulit.

Madaming gusto ang tao.
Sa dulo naman..
Ano ba dapat?
Alam yung tama.
Pero masaya ba?

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Lagpas tao

Kasabay ng init ng panahon.
Pressure cooker ba.

When people expect too much from you, something beyond your scope, your position but still that's how they look at you.

Bawing-bawi ang 9 days kong bakasyon! Ilang araw pa lang, sagad sagad na ko. Kakaloka!

When you don't know what to prioritize anymore. Should I start with something easier or something challenging? Should I think about others, start thinking about myself or not think of what others people think but rather perceive?

Alam ko kaya ko 'to pero wait lang. Hinay hinay naman o. Isa isa lang, please.

Should I go on or move on?
Should I let the air carry me away or fight with resistance?

Kaya ko pa ba? Ok pa ba ko?
Unti unti na dumudulas kamay ko sa pagkapit.

When you lose faith with the system.
When you go against what society expects you to do.

Ano ba dapat?
O tama?

Positive vibes, faith in humanity, trust in myself.

San po pwede magpa-load?
Kahit papasa lang.

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There lies the problem.

Ever being blamed about something you don't know what?

Ever knowing the reason and understanding that it's not even your fault?

Then you will just adjust just for the sake of it. Because that person is someone higher, needs more understanding or because you're the one who needs to bend.

As much as you want to talk it out, how can you? You're not even friends to begin with but you need to co-exist. You sure as hell that you'll only make it worse if you talk it out because that person already started talking against you, assummed and painted yourself as the big bad wolf in that pwrson's world.

So the best thing you can really do is to bend.

Let space and time take it's magic to heal or cool things off.

Even if it's hurting you.
Even if it's affecting you.
Even if it's getting in the way with your relationship with others.

Because you need to understand.
Because you need to be the bigger person.
Because you just need to.
Because that person won't.

If only that person knows what I'm going through.
If only that person can see how much this affects us.
If only that person can be stronger than I am coz I want to throw the towel already.


So much for these kind of relationships...



People should talk TO each other and not ABOUT each other.

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Hindi mo kelangang manganak para masabing nanay ka.

Nagpapatay ng oras ng biglang gustong sagutin si Facebook sa tanong niyang:

"What's on my mind?"

Andami ko na naranasan sa pagiging coach ko when it comes to family.

Andun yung tinetext ako ng asawa, jowa o kaya magulang para hanapin saken agent ko o kaya magsabi ng dahilan kung bat di makakapasok.

Maging nanay kahit hindi sila galing sa sinapupunan (deep, men!) ko.

Maging kaibigan na sabihan ng problema.

Maging ate na nagagalit pag me kalokohan sa personal life.

Maging tropa na barubal kausap at mas madalas na bastos.

Mamatayan ng manugang (asawa ng agent ko).

Nagdadasal na hindi maranasan kelanman ang mamatayan ng ahente.

Maging ninang pero di pa nakakaattend sa binyag.

Maimbitahan sa kasal.

Maging bridesmaid sa kasal.

Makatulong mapromote yung mga ahente ko at naging Tier 2 (Escalation Team), QA, OCP Mentor, Sales Verifier, LSTT at CTT. Para na rin akong nakapagpatapos ng estudyante with honors! (Kayo mga medalya ko bukod sa posisyon ko!)

Malungkot dahil mabuntis ang "anak" ng hindi pa kasal.

Masaya na napagsabay ang pag-aaral at trabaho.

Mapatino ang mga pasaway na ahente sa absenteeism.

At ngayon.... magiging Lola naman! :") Bukod sa may 2 kong buntis na "anak", may 2 pang dagdag! Kakalokang tunay!

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Be Cool in Bicol: Day 1

Here goes my Bicol escapade this year! I'm hoping that I can blog daily about our day here just so... I can. Haha.

It's not my first time setting foot in Bicol coz I remember going here with my family back when I was a child. We used the PNR as transpo and this is where my grandfather's roots lie. But it's my first time here in Legazpi! Haha

So, first off was my boyfriend accompanied me to NAIA Terminal 3. It was the first time that I'll be flying so I really don't know what to do upon entering NAIA. But I survived. Hahaha.


Prepared my things as early as 5AM?


Last pic of us in NAIA while we say goodbyes


The airplane ride was a bit scary. You don't know if what you're still feeling and experiencing is normal. Haha. Good thing it was a short ride! Although I was experiencing headache all throughout. I just don't know if I was just hungry or what.


Bought ham and cheese croissant for P100 which was delish! And this water for P50. As they say, it's a bit pricey but it satisfied my hunger. Haha.


I was with my friend who was a first timer, too! We're bakasyunista buddies until Tuesday next week! ;)


View from above as we're nearing Legazpi

As we touched down to Legazpi we rode a taxi (P200 did not mind haggling) to our place to stay for 3 days: Legazpi Tourist Inn.

Once we're settled, we went out to look for food. The girl at the reception suggested Sibid-sibid but it's not near to us and we ended up at the nearest recommendation which was Legazpi Restaurant. A bit pricey, too, but hey, their food is good! I tried this pansit (P160 good for two) and I was so full after! Kat tried lechon kawali and rice for P110 and you can feel your life shortening because it was too crunchy! Hahaha


Pansit @ Legazpi Restaurant

After our heavy meal, 3 blocks away we go: St Jude! I really wanted to go here since he's my patron saint and I'm really fascinated with churches. Prayed and offered 3 candles



for: Tita Emy (who just died and I only got the news while we're waiting for our food at Legazpi Restaurant T_T), my family's health and harmony and lastly, for Team Canada's harmony. Medyo hard lang yung sa team kasi ayaw agad magpasindi. Masyado bang mahirap, St Jude? Hahaha


Pardon the wires, they don't know what they're blocking!

Then we walked around the place since my map says St. Raphael Church is just a walking distance from our place. We passed by the Headless Monument but I failed to take a photo. Same with the Trylon Monument that looks like a little version of Monumento.

We saw St Raphael first but we saw this movie house that we checked out first to see the price if we'll be watching since it was very cheap when I went to SM Clark. Unfortunately, it was not that cheap. P150 vs P180 price in Manila. So we go to St Raphael instead.


St Raphael Church

The facade doesn't have much wow effect but the inside was big!



We did not light a candle here although I offered another prayer for Tita.

Embarcadero was our next place to visit so we asked the locals on how to go there since the map that I have don't have clear streets to pass to. We rode a tryke and paid P30 for two. It wasn't that far from the church. We passed by the Legazpi Boulevard (nothing special that I noticed) then we arrived at Embarcadero that looks like Eastwood! Haa. It was very relaxing there because of the air since it's near the port.



Everywhere we go we're seeing Mayon from a far! He's such a beauty. :)



We then searched for another place to go near and found out Kapuntukan Hill (Sleeping Lion) near Embarcadero. After asking the guard, we found out that it's already infront of us!


All I see are curves! Where's the lion? Haha

After walking around, we went back to Embarcadero and look for place to eat. We were supposed to eat at Bigg's Diner but found nothing worth a try. We visited the small chapel of Padre Pio instead.


Such a solemn view! Isn't it?

Then we went back to our inn before we go and try 1st Colonial Grill must try sili ice cream! Since we usually ended up getting a tryke for P30 fare and finding out that it's only walking distance, we walked to Landco Business Park instead.

Once we're in 1st Colonial Grill, I ordered Pinangat (coz Laing is so mainstream. Haha) while Kat ordered Pasta Bicolana.


I ordered a cup of rice for my viand and it looks like mini Mayon! So cute! Hihi..

Then we taste these ice cream must try:


Tinutong, Pili and Malunggay for me


Baileys, Sili and Salabat for Kat

All of them tastes like their names! As in! It was so amazing! Hahaha After tasting salabat, you can feel the coolness in your throat you just want to sing. Haha

Once we're done, we went back to our inn to rest. Fruitful Day 1! Right? :)

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One Week before Legazpi

I'm so excited!!!

7 more days to go and I'm going to Legazpi! And I'm not going solo anymore! Yay!!! :)

I twisted my friend's, Kat, arm and she's joining me next week! I'm so excited for a lot of firsts that I'll experience! Although I think I'm not that prepared yet.

First, I haven't pack my things yet. I don't know what and how to pack. I have been packing clothes before that I usually can't wear everything even if it's only for a 2 days 1 night thing only. Haha. I don't know how to pack lightly. Boo!

Second, I haven't fix our itinerary yet. I know places I want to visit there like Daraga Church, St Jude, caves, etc. But as to when to visit them? I don't have the blow by blow itinerary yet. Hahaha. Probably on/before Wednesday? I'll finish it by then?

Third, I should be learning some phrases on their dialect. I have notes but it's still scattered. I'm planning not to use much of the net there since I'm not really sure if my mobile data will work fine so it's better to be prepared at all times.

Ohhh! As much as I'm excited for the trip, I'm getting anxious already! Wish me luck! How far can I go and what's in it for me for 9 days that I'll be there? Weeeee!

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Bloggeroid! Yay!!!

Finally, I downloaded an application for Android for me to post blogs! I know I owe you a lot already so I hope this will really work for me to post blogs anytime and anywhere.

It's much easy to manage my blog through my Blackberry or my iPod but of course, when I changed phones, I accepted the fact that things will change. It was a good thing though that I'm quite familiar with Samsung.

So... for now... let's try this Bloggeroid will work just like the Blogger app. Haha.

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