Bored.
Not sleepy.
Still sick.
I'm really hoping for my speedy recovery so that I can go back to being normal. I'm looking forward to removing this eye patch and I don't want the double vision super powers anymore. Who would have thought I'll have Tolosa-Hunt Syndrome (THS) - a rare disease that's usually for old people? And when I say old, I mean 60. Oh well, luck is on me.
I feel like I'm still far from recovery despite being discharged from the hospital. My first day out was not good as I experienced the same agonizing pain that made me want to cry. Thanks to the doctors for the miracle pill that made it go away although it's costly. I used it once only when the pain was unbearable.
The night of my first day at home was not good as well. I kept on having bathroom trips, which I didn't usually do when I was at the hospital, and my feces are watery. I already ate 3 bananas but it's still the same. Probably because of the medicines that I'm taking. I'm suspecting this med that I take 30mins before breakfast because my nurse said that I need to drink it in preparation for the steroids that I'm taking 3x a day. The med is for me not to feel acidic or something. Unfortunately, I feel my tummy crumbling and doing flips every now and then. I may not yet used to it yet. I hope it gets better in time!
I want to go to work! I want to be back working my ass off. I'll watch stress, tasks and food intake but I still want to go to work the soonest possible time. I don't want to force myself yet coz I don't want to be back at the hospital. I would love my first confinement be my last experience as well! Although I loved being taken care of.. it's costly! All my money plans were crushed. I'm back to minimizing expenses and splurges. :(
I want to do a lot of things right now at this wee hour of the morning: 2:30AM
- play zigsaw puzzle
- fold my clothes
- clean my room
- eat ice cream
- write
- budget money
- read
- chitchat w a friend
And so on! Unfortunately, I can't stress myself so I'll make myself contented with writing one entry here.. and trying to go to sleep again. :s
Not sleepy.
Still sick.
I'm really hoping for my speedy recovery so that I can go back to being normal. I'm looking forward to removing this eye patch and I don't want the double vision super powers anymore. Who would have thought I'll have Tolosa-Hunt Syndrome (THS) - a rare disease that's usually for old people? And when I say old, I mean 60. Oh well, luck is on me.
I feel like I'm still far from recovery despite being discharged from the hospital. My first day out was not good as I experienced the same agonizing pain that made me want to cry. Thanks to the doctors for the miracle pill that made it go away although it's costly. I used it once only when the pain was unbearable.
The night of my first day at home was not good as well. I kept on having bathroom trips, which I didn't usually do when I was at the hospital, and my feces are watery. I already ate 3 bananas but it's still the same. Probably because of the medicines that I'm taking. I'm suspecting this med that I take 30mins before breakfast because my nurse said that I need to drink it in preparation for the steroids that I'm taking 3x a day. The med is for me not to feel acidic or something. Unfortunately, I feel my tummy crumbling and doing flips every now and then. I may not yet used to it yet. I hope it gets better in time!
I want to go to work! I want to be back working my ass off. I'll watch stress, tasks and food intake but I still want to go to work the soonest possible time. I don't want to force myself yet coz I don't want to be back at the hospital. I would love my first confinement be my last experience as well! Although I loved being taken care of.. it's costly! All my money plans were crushed. I'm back to minimizing expenses and splurges. :(
I want to do a lot of things right now at this wee hour of the morning: 2:30AM
- play zigsaw puzzle
- fold my clothes
- clean my room
- eat ice cream
- write
- budget money
- read
- chitchat w a friend
And so on! Unfortunately, I can't stress myself so I'll make myself contented with writing one entry here.. and trying to go to sleep again. :s
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