Friday, September 19, 2014

Stuck.

Bored.
Not sleepy.
Still sick.

I'm really hoping for my speedy recovery so that I can go back to being normal. I'm looking forward to removing this eye patch and I don't want the double vision super powers anymore. Who would have thought I'll have Tolosa-Hunt Syndrome (THS) - a rare disease that's usually for old people? And when I say old, I mean 60. Oh well, luck is on me.

I feel like I'm still far from recovery despite being discharged from the hospital. My first day out was not good as I experienced the same agonizing pain that made me want to cry. Thanks to the doctors for the miracle pill that made it go away although it's costly. I used it once only when the pain was unbearable.

The night of my first day at home was not good as well. I kept on having bathroom trips, which I didn't usually do when I was at the hospital, and my feces are watery. I already ate 3 bananas but it's still the same. Probably because of the medicines that I'm taking. I'm suspecting this med that I take 30mins before breakfast because my nurse said that I need to drink it in preparation for the steroids that I'm taking 3x a day. The med is for me not to feel acidic or something. Unfortunately, I feel my tummy crumbling and doing flips every now and then. I may not yet used to it yet. I hope it gets better in time!

I want to go to work! I want to be back working my ass off. I'll watch stress, tasks and food intake but I still want to go to work the soonest possible time. I don't want to force myself yet coz I don't want to be back at the hospital. I would love my first confinement be my last experience as well! Although I loved being taken care of.. it's costly! All my money plans were crushed. I'm back to minimizing expenses and splurges. :(

I want to do a lot of things right now at this wee hour of the morning: 2:30AM
- play zigsaw puzzle
- fold my clothes
- clean my room
- eat ice cream
- write
- budget money
- read
- chitchat w a friend

And so on! Unfortunately, I can't stress myself so I'll make myself contented with writing one entry here.. and trying to go to sleep again. :s

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Friday, July 11, 2014

Wednesday is Coach mode

Just when I thought I can lie low on a Wednesday, our client meetings are scheduled every Tuesday and Thursday, and it'll be my breather for the week.... whew!

12mn - aht governance meeting with process improvement program manager
1am - webex training for adversity
2am - hiring call
3am - LUNCH
4am - deviation call

O di ba? Yung totoo? Pumasok lang para kumausap sa telepono? Kulang ako ng face time with agents! Kaya ayun, nakipaglaro na lang ako ng darts sa kanila... saktong sales scheme namin for the month!

Surprisingly, I'm really enjoying my new role. I'm learning a lot and I'm learning something new every now and then. That's always good, right? Although I'm halfhearted at going back to school to finish my studies, I'm all about learning with what interests and benefits me. Like what I said to others before, if I'm not successful with my studies, I want to be successful with my career. I want something, a part of me as an individual, to be successful. So far, I'm within timelines with my career plan. *wink

So yeah, Wednesday was supposed to be the day for me to be on a coach mode but unfortunately, I was not able to do the role. My time was in demand for my new role.

All's well that ends well! If ever I get so stress with my work, I'll remember to go back to this blog post as I'm really inspired nowadays. ;)

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Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Swamp!

My Tuesday was like:

9pm - can't find formal outfit for work
10pm - work! Started the day w/ client escalation!
1130pm - support huddle (1hr)
130am - client touch base (1hr)
230am - time and motion study training (2hrs)
5am - LUNCH! YAY! I'M SO HUNGRY!!!

Busy Tuesday! Waaaaah. Preparations were done in between meetings especially from Support Huddle to Clients Touch base since I'm the one preparing the things to discuss covering all KPIs.

I need to get use to training sessions again to prepare me more with my new role now. There are a lot of things to learn especially around financials! I received a DMT report that talks about margin, forecast and actual budgets and all I recognized are $$$. I don't have any idea how my boss came up with those numbers! Ouch!

In fairness, I'm really learning how to read my e-mail effectively. Haha. I'm now reading all e-mails that come my way. Although there are surprises here and there - what deviation file?? - I'm glad I'm slowly learning the ins and outs in this business.

So far, I am able to manage my time without saying, "Hey! 12hrs shift?? I'm not yet done with everything! I need to extend more!" Delegate, delegate, delegate. You need to learn to trust your people. Yes, there will be misses but you're up for greater tasks now so you need to teach them how to do it and to let them make their own mistakes to learn.



Lastly, follow through is the most important thing. You can't just start without acting on it. You can't claim that you did a good job if it was only a one time thing. Consistency is the key! This morning, I learned to check my sent items to see if there's anything that I missed or that needs me to follow up on items. I cannot keep on requesting action if I can't follow through with it or close it out.

Pending item though for me? I need to learn how to do things in a timely manner. Reports may not be that important anymore if the people who are supposed to read it are out for the day already. Time-constraint reports should be on top priority. Next: more face time with agents. Floorwalk! 70%-80% of the day, we should be talking to people and not just managing adherence, e-mails and whatnot. I need to allot time to that. See? Those I learned during my TMS training session this morning. Haha. Now I want to TMS myself. Lol.

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Sunday, July 6, 2014

Give you my heart

It hurts.
So much.

I woke up crying my heart out.
I had a bad dream.
The pain I felt was so real.
I can't help it.
I just can't stop crying.
The kind of crying that you're so noisy.
Whimpering.
Wanna go home.

I can't breathe.
There's something heavy in my chest.




Give me a chance.
Please.
Wait for me.
We'll make it happen.

I might die crying for the pain that I'll feel.
So please continue doing me a favor.
Live for me. Wait for me.







Lola.

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Wednesday, July 2, 2014

It gets tiring, y'know?

When you kept on saying that you're done and that you're giving up...

When you said that you changed your mind and wants to give it a chance...

When you had a bad day and you're back to giving up...

When you suddenly had hope and dream that things might get better...

It's like you're playing ping pong.
I kept on following the ball through looking at it.
Left, right, left, right.
I'm getting dizzy.
I'm having a headache.

I kept saying to make up your mind.
I suggested that you ask guidance.
I was asking for a sign.
I'm trying my best to be supportive.
But seriously?
Just tell me about it once you've act upon it.




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Sunday, June 29, 2014

Flutter of..



Bumili ng milk tea sa Gongcha.
Habang naglalakad, nakaramdam ng gutom.
Napagdesisyunang kumain sa Jollibee.
Nag-order ng may inumin.
Naisipang tanggihan ang kasamang softdrinks.
Pero wala pang sampu ang matitipid.
Hinayaan na lang kahit may inumin pang milk tea.

Habang naglalakad sa tulay, nakakita ng tindahan.
Bumili ng 2 pirasong tinapay.
Ibibigay kasama ang softdrinks sa nadaang mag-ama.
Napansing natutulog at nahiya.
Iniwan na lang ang isang tinapay at nagmadaling naglakad.
Nahihiyang baka magising at makaistorbo.
Umasang may makikitang iba pagbaba ng tulay.
Wala.
Sumakay ng pampasaherong bus.

Huminto ang bus malapit sa Ayala.
May gustong sumakay na tindero.
Matanda na.
Pagod.
May dalang isang balde ng mani.
Hindi pinapasok.
May isa pang tindero na sumubok.
May dalang inumin at fish cracker.
Binuksan ang pintuan.
Tinawag ng tindero ang nagtitinda ng mani.
Pwede na rin siya pumasok kasama ng nagtitinda ng inumin.
Nagdamdam ata.
Hindi na sumunod.

Bumaba ng bus.
Hinanda ang inumin at tinapay.
Tumitingin ng mapagbibigyan.
May nakitang bata ngunit malayo.
Sa isang kanto, may nakita ulit.
Mga batang basurero.
Natakot at baka dumugin.
Pang-isang taong meryenda lang ang mabibigay.
Umasa.
Nabigo.
Umuwing inabot na lang ang inumin.
Tinago ang tinapay.
Umaasang may mapagbibigyan sa susunod.
O panawid gutom pag nangangailangan.




Makita mong may mga taong mababait pa rin.
Malaman mong may taong may nais pa ring makatulong.
Gusto mong kumilos din.
Gusto mong tumulong din.

You did not just do good.
You inspired, people, too.

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Effective July 1

Oh yeah! Finally, I can say it out loud. Finally, it's official! Soon it'll be Facebook official although I'm still thinking if I need to change it. But hey, that's the best way to change status, right? It's like shouting to the whole world even to those who don't really matter to you.

I feel so proud of myself coz I did work hard for it. I was even tasked to do a case study as part of the interview process and I aced it! So yeah, no office politics involved. Haha

I really want to thank my patron saint, Saint Jude, for an additional guidance aside from Him. My lola and my mom for offering a mass for me. My previous director, Ms Anna Mae for explaining more about challenges at work. For my previous program manager, someone that I'll always look up to, Mother Krissy, for giving me tips on my interview. My previous operations manager, Boss Macoi, for being available and eager to call me or take my call when I have questions. My now program manager, Boss Anjo, for inspiring me to become better. My now boss or supervisor, Alex, who provided me with numbers and has always been there as I fulfill the role even without the title yet. Andrei for being competitive for the position. Congrats saten dude! ;)

Also, Team Hornets, Team Robust and Team Canucks. You are all a part of me. I became the best coach for 2013 with all of your help. You guys honed me and made me want to become the best. Now, Team Canada, I'm ready to support you more as you all will be under my wings. Let's continue being amazing team! Communication and collaboration goes a long way! :)

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Friday, June 13, 2014

Parang ayoko na yata?

Haaaay. I never thought this will be this stressful. As in.

Calibration calls. Huddles. On call.
Managers. Director. Global. Clients.
Deck. Business review. Touchbase.

Haaaaaay! I just want to feel normal again.

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Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Patanggal naman o!

Gusto ko sumigaw.
Gusto ko tumalon.
Gusto ko tumakbo.
Anggang maubos siya.

Matulog.
Maglunch.
Umuwi.
At kalimutan siya.

Ipasa na.
Tayo na.
Lakad na.
Para matapos na!

Haaaaay.
Patanggal naman ng kaba o.
Paiwan muna sa'yo.
Balikan ko mamaya. Pwede?

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Sunday, June 1, 2014

Am I?

I am ready.

Yes, I am.

I am..

Am I?

*sigh*

I just finished Mass today at St. Jude, my patron saint. I missed him since I fail to attend the usual Thursday novena because of... *insert excuse here*. So I made sure to come as early as now to attend mass here.



I still have the feels whenever I go here. I feel weak and strong at the same time. I feel weak coz I know I'm called and I don't deserve Him most of the time. But I feel strong, too, coz I know I'm accepted and I know He'll guide me. Tandem pa sila ni patron saint ko. :)

Right timing coz my interview's coming up this Tuesday. I asked for guidance and to help me all through out. I know I can do better. I know I'll be better. I know I can do more if I got it.

While praying, I just kept on asking for his guidance. Just like when I was applying for my position now, I asked for his and His guidance. The first time, I know I was not fully ready with all the responsibity that's waiting for me. I even cried after the interview knowing I won't bag the position but I learned to accept it as a learning experience. On the second time that I applied, I know I'm ready and I'm glad He guided me and never faltered to be on my side all throughout.

This time, I'm scared but I think I'm ready. When I was offering my prayers awhile ago, that's the time I felt that I'm ready. This is for me. Sabi nga nila, "Claim it!"

At times I feel boastful while thinking all these but I know I can do better. I can influence more. I can help more. Although I'm doing things beyond my scope already and can still do things even without the position that I'm aiming more, the things I can do more... *sigh*

If ever I won't bag the position, at least I tried. I know God has a plan... always.

But for now, I will remain positive. This is it!

I am ready.

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Friday, May 30, 2014

Friends or boyfriend?

I feel guilty at times whenever I enjoy being with my friends when I'm with my boyfriend. It looks like I enjoyed it more with them than the other way around. Is it that bad?

Years ago, I learned from a friend, Lhouie, that you should always take time to whoever asks you first. If your friends asked you on a date and you agreed on it, you can't just cancel it just because your boyfriend asked you afterwards. It should be like a first come first serve basis kind of thing. You don't give up on your friends because of the love of your life.

But just the same, your friends should respect your time with your boyfriend. They shouldn't be jealous of him because you have a different kind of relationship.

Although sometimes, like yesterday, I feel guilty. My friends and I already scheduled going to S&R to eat out aside from registering to be a member. I asked my boyfriend to come with us since I want him to have the same experience and my friends won't mind. So after work, we went there and enjoyed food, laughing and sharing stories.

Rai and I was supposed to watch a movie but because we're stuffed with food, we were sleepy. He was also considering my shift at night so he did not push me in watching a movie. So we went home and I fell asleep.

I woke up then receiving a message from him that I was not able to comfort him about his problems at work. I totally forgot about it since I've been thinking that he's already okay since he'll go back to work already the next day. So right there and then, I felt really bad for him and myself.

Now I'm thinking, was it wrong to enjoy myself with the company of my friends even though I'm with my boyfriend? Or I just assummed everything was fine with my boyfriend? Am I just scared to be labelled as someone who's heads over heels with him when I'm in front of my friends? Or my love for him should be questioned already?

Oh, well...

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Sunday, May 25, 2014

Push mo yan!

I received a message yesterday that I cannot share to anybody but some already have an idea.

After knowing the 'news', the 'plan' was made concrete.

I don't know. I wanna try it but I'm scared to fail. Isn't such a coward thing to do?

1. What if you know you can but you don't know if you're good enough? It's like you know how to dance but you don't know if it's worth to try in joining a contest?

2. You love what you do but... what can I say? It's like deciding if you can evolve your hobby into a job or sort of an income.

3. I always say that as long as we're single, grab every opportunity since you can still say yes and you don't have much of a responsibility. Going home late? Not a problem. No need to think of your husband/kid that need more of your time.

4. Are you ready? Then again... there's no such thing as perfect timing. :|

Oh well...



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Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Brake

Head's dizzy
Stomach's churning
Smell makes me sneezy

Every move
Every stop
Feels like hiccups

No energy for me
No power over you
No time to spare

Don't hold on for too long
Don't push for some more
Give me the peace I've been longing for



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Stage IV

I'm so into proposals and weddings that I tend to watch them whether it be from a friend, batchmate, acquaintance, celebrity or from anyone I found online.

So aside from the recent Chito-Neri proposal, that when I searched for it in YouTube the 'scandal' comes up instead of the proposal, I saw another one this morning from a known YouTube loveteam sensation: Jamich. It's unconventional since it's the girl, Mich, who proposes to the guy, Jam. Then Jam mentioned that he has cancer, probably his way of explaining why it's his gf who was proposing to him and not the other way around. I was shocked because although I'm not a fan, I didn't know he has cancer. I was expecting it online since they're an online sensation. Probably because I don't have FB friends who are not a fan? Or I'm just not updated. Haha.

Curiousity got the best of me when I searched for their Magpakailanman show since I've read online that they were recently featured. I was even thinking before as to how come they made it to the show when they are only known as love teams. So, I watched the one hour show and found out the following:

1. Mich loves Jam more. She's the one who provided their couple ring. Also, all throughout the show, that's what I noticed.
2. Yexel and Jam are brothers! I've been to Yexel's Toy Museum last year or 2 years ago. Hahaha. I though they're just magkabarkada.
3. Jam was a gambling addict.
4. I wonder how much YouTube pays if you're one of their partners?
5. Jake needs more acting workshop.

Aside from those, I watched Jessica Soho's interview wherein Jam mentioned he acquired lung cancer because of stress and although he doesn't smokes, he's a secondhand smoker. Like seriously?? Just because of stress?!?!?!

Also, although I know that being a secondhand smoker is worse, I never thought you can really get cancer from that. Probably from too much casino, Jam? You have a lot of people around you smoking? Good thing I don't like the smell of cigarette smoke. Even if you're done smoking but I can still smell it from your hands? Ewww. Anyhow, I still wish you the best, Jam.

So aside from that, I thought of things that made me such a paranoid again. What if that's me? What if that's Rai? I'll probably think the same thing: I'm still young. What could be the things that I would like to do? What could be on my Bucket List? Will I have a lot of mourners? Will I be visited? Will Rai propose to me soon enough?

Too many things going on my mind. I was asking Rai some of these but he was too sleepy to answer... actually, he was sleeping when I was asking. Hahaha.

So... what are your thoughts if you'll be Jam?

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Sunday, May 18, 2014

Praning.

Gulong-gulo.
Kung anu-ano.
Ang liit-liit.

Nitong pwesto ko.
Nitong kalalagyan ko.
Nitong mundo ko sa'yo.

Hindi masyado kabawasan.
Hindi dapat ganun ang epekto.
Pero bakit ramdam ko?

Sino ka?

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Thursday, May 15, 2014

Sapat lang.

"Wala na agad."
"Parang multo, nagparamdam lang."
"Dumaan lang sa palad mo na parang hangin. Di mo namamalayan."

Usaping pera sa panahon ng sahod. Pag nagtatanungan ng pera o kaya libre, ang sagot: "Wala na kong pera! Grabeeee!" Kasabay niyan ang mga kaibigan na magsasabi ng, "Uy wag mong sabihing wala kasi mawawalan ka talaga. Sabihin mo, sapat lang."

Sabe nila dahil mas malaki sahod ng isang tao, dapat yun daw manlibre. O kaya yun dapat madaming ipon. Lagi kong sagot? "The higher your salary, the higher your wants and your needs." January pa plinanong mag-ipon for next year. Ano ng ganap? Wala pa rin. Nagtravel. Pero walang savings. Walang investment. Di pa nakakaahon.

Ke hirap. Ansarap gumastos. Laging iisipin na, sige babawiin ko na lang. Naku talaga!

Kasabay nun, hindi mo mapigilang magbigay. Ewan. Di ko alam kung sadyang mayabang o likas na mabait. Haha. O marahil andun na talaga. Passion ba. Laging gustong tumulong. Ayoko yung naaawa lang. Wala naman nagagawa ang awa kung wala kang gagawing aksyon dun. Pinipigilan ko sarili ko maawa pag wala ko magagawa para sa kanila. Kasi nga, anong saysay nun? Di ba?

Haaaay. Ipit ipit muna. Mamaluktot. Pigilan ang sarili. Lumayo sa temptasyon. Malay mo, sa panahong kelangan mo, me darating na pera. Me makikita kang nakaipit.

Tiwala lang.
Susunod na tanungin ka kung may pera ka pa..
Ano isasagot mo?
Clue: Bawal sabihing "Wala."

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Agad-agad?

There are different ways of how people cope up. There's what they called DABDA as an acronym for how people move on after grieving or after somebody died. For me, it applies with other things as well. It mostly applies whenever a change happens. Familiar with it? Here it goes:

D is for Denial.
Whatever happened haven't sink in yet. You haven't absorb it yet. You're still denying the fact that the change did not occur and you continue to live just like before. For you, "No. It did not happen."

A is for Anger.
It affects you in such a way that you're angry with everything and everyone including God. You blame other people. You blame yourself. You blame God. You're angry. You can't accept it or anything even remotely related. You're not happy. Whatever positive thing they say, you're angry. You're going to listen to them but you will make sure that you don't take it seriously and continue to take it against them.

B is for Bargaining.
Why her? Why him? Why not me? Why not others? Why not other bad people? The peg that you love is, "Lord, why have You forsaken me? Sana ako na lang. O kaya iba na lang."

D is for Depression.
Don't want to eat. Don't want to sleep. Don't want to talk. Don't want to live. Laslas pulso peg!

Lastly, A is for Acceptance.
The final step. You have finally moved on.

Note that this does not happen in chronological order. Although acceptance will always be the 5th step, you can always go back to the 1st one as soon as you observe that you haven't really moved on.

My point, exactly? Don't post / tell other people they are your world if only a few months ago, you were crying over someone cheating on you and as to how much you loved them. Coz if your love is as deep as what you've mentioned and posted before, then definitely, having another boy toy cannot easily replace them.

I know all of us do have different ways of moving on... different timing as well. But please, cut the forever thing and you and me against the world drama. Like what some of my single friends say, "WALANG POREBER!"

But then again.... probably that's how you cope up?

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Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Do not follow the light.

Papasama ko ke Kat para sa cake ng pinsan ko bukas dahil debut niya. Di naman pwedeng basta-basta lang na cake kaya kelangan ko ng kaladkarin girl ko at ang creative mind niya. Ang lagay: magkaiba na kami ng sched. Saklap. Haha. Dahil on training na siya para maging Learning Specialist, pang-umaga siya ngayong linggo para sabay sa mga bagong ahente. E ang tapos ng HOOP (Hours of Operation) namin, 8am. Uwi niya, 3pm. Ano na??

Syempre ako si adjust dahil ako may kelangan. So eto, nag-antay sa kanya. Hindi nakatulog kasi interesting yung training dahil parang naging refresher siya saken. 5 years ago yan yung training ko ah. Imbes na pwedeng umidlip, dilat anggang matapos ang training.

Habang naka-lunch yung mga trainees, may pumasok na naka-black ID. Ibig sabihin, hindi bagong empleyado kasi yellow pag bago e. Sa likas na daldal ko, inusisa ko. Ayun, taga ibang account, nalipat. Ang ganda lang ni ate. Nakakatibong ganda. Ansarap kausapin. Tapos habang kausap namin, nalaman namin na nagka-girlfriend na siya ng dalawang beses. Bisexual. Patay na. Parehas pa kami. Hahaha!

Paglabas, sinabi ko sa mga katrabaho ko na ang ganda niya talaga. Sumang-ayon naman kaming tatlo kasi kahit simple lang siya, maganda. Pag ngumiti... hayahay ang buhay! Hahaha.

Maya-maya tumawag na ko ke Rai. Nag-sorry. Hahaha. Lakas ng tama ko e. Crush na crush lang e. Wala kong nagawa kundi...



Waaaaah! Hindi 'to pwede. More than five years na kong going straight! Hahahahaha!

Seriously, crush lang naman....
Don't follow the light! Lol.

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Eto na ba yun?

9pm dapat pasok ko. Minsan last shift na pumapasok (11pm) tapos the next day opening shift (7pm) kasi may kelangan i-roll out o kaya magbantay per interval (every 30mins) ng tawag na papasok anggang magsara ng (8am). Bago ko nga isulat ko, natanong ko, "Ano nga ba talaga shift ko?"

Nag-iisa na lang kasi akong coach samen. Dalawa talaga kami pero nakamahabang leave yung isa. May coach in training naman (CTT or Coach Track Trainee tawag samen) pero syempre dahil CTT pa lang nga, hindi mo pwedeng isipin o asahan na kaya niya mag-isa. Hindi dahil wala kang tiwala pero dahil hindi niya pa yun dapat ginagawa.

Sumabay pa one time yung wala yung manager kaya ang datingan, sagot mo lahat: client, company bosses, senior managers, directors, VP. May tanong sila? Sagutin mo. Di mo alam? Di pwedeng replyan mo na hindi mo alam. Maghanap ka ng sagot. Tumawag ka sa ibang manager, humingi ka ng advice, alamin mo diskarte.

Umiyak sa unang araw. Na-pressure. Pagkatapos? Sinabi sa sarili, "Sige. Kaya ko 'to." Pagkatapos ng ilang araw... kaya ko na. May onting humps, may onting gasgas, pero kaya ko. Alam kong kaya ko. Pero yung angkinin na yung posisyon? Mag apply na maging manager in training? (OMTT tawag samen. Operations Manager Track Trainee) Wait lang. Atras ulit.

Dumalaw ako sa training ng mga bagong ahente kanina. Nakita ko mga dati kong ahente. 2 years ago nung mahawakan ko sila bilang ahente ko. Bago pa sila nun dito. Ngayon? Hindi sila bagong ahente or magtetraining. May mga posisyon na sila. Yung isa Quality Analyst (QA). Pinakauna kong napaakyat. Pangalawa, Sales Verifier/QA Apprentice. Naging OCP mentor din or mentor ng mga bago. Taga-assist sa kanila. Pangatlo? Bagong promote: Learning Specialist Track Trainee. May pang-apat pa nga e. Ginogroom ko maging LS nun, tinulak kong mag-apply mag CTT, ayun, may hawak nang team ngayon.

Bat ko sinabi yun? Kasi mayabang ako. Haha. Hindi, masaya kasi ako. Lagi kong sinasabi, ang mga ahente kong napapaangat ko ang pamantayan ko ng galing ko bilang coach. Kung matulungan ko silang umangat, feeling ko, magaling ako talaga. So pano? Ang galing-galing ko noh. Haha. Tingin mo pwede na kaya yun batayan para mag-apply na talaga ko na OMTT? May opening. Pinapapasa ako ng requirements. Kaya ko na ba? Kaya ko na ba talaga? :|

Ang hirap.

Sabe ng Inang Reyna ko, Senior Operations Manager namin, dapat daw every 2 years umaangat ka. Wag mong hayaang stagnant ka. In fairness, 2 years pa lang nung November nung naging official coach ako. Ano ba? Eto na ba yun? Kaya ko na ba?



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Sunday, May 11, 2014

What makes you?

What makes you calm?
Him: when I talk to you, your hug
Her: when I voice out what I feel through whatever channel, your presence

What's gross to you?
Him: that picture you've sent

Her: aside from the usual gross stuff, probably third parties

What makes you angry?
Him: your petix
Her: third parties, minamadali ako ng di ko naman kasalanan (more on inis lang. Haha)

What makes you smile?
Him: seeing you smile
Her: your hugs, kisses on my forehead, your naughtiness. Hahaha

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